Marshal Soul - Breaking the Habit

Clap to my throat, I tighten it like a glue.
I try to catch my breath again; I hurt much more than anytime before.
I had no options left again.
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose,
Because inside I realize that I'm the one confused.
I don't know what's worth fighting for,
Or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I hate to gain and say what I don't mean.